Random Me and Stuff

I want to die. Plain and simple. I am not good enough for anyone nor will I ever be. This isn't a new feeling but one I have been struggling with for some time. I can't bring myself to commit suicide. So every day, I ask God, why am I still here? I ask him to let me fall asleep forever. I have no direction, no purpose and I don't know what the hell I am doing on Earth. Someone just give me a reason to stay alive because I can't find one.